and as the sun went down
we ended up on the ground
I heard the train shake the window
you screamed over the sound

summer is going to be a m a z i n g

I'm so genuinely happy and it feels wonderful because I know that it will last, I know that I'm ok now which is awesome

and all the things you do

A message to Matthew,
It's hard, trying not to text you. Seeing your face less and less. We agreed to put space between us, to reduce the pressure, whatever that means. I sure as hell don't understand.
I always said that your happiness is what I care about most; now I think that's a lie, because that day when you tried to break up with me... I held on to you, even though you might be happier without me, making me an extremely selfish person.
I know that I can do one thing to help you - I'm going to make myself be happy. I'm not going to get upset around you. Because that was what upset you, right? Me falling apart and you having to pick up the pieces.
I'm going to try, for you. And people who love each other work through their problems. That's what I'm going to do. I'm going to fix my problem for you.

ummmm
@summer-bby-xo
seeing as you tag me a lot :P

I can't wait for summer. I can't wait for tans and shorts and aviators and a lie in every day for weeks.